amor vincit omnia

There are some memories that we
will carry with us for the rest of our lives & some things that we choose to forget

The memories we made. But memories are memories, there is nothing I can do to bring it back to live...all we have are shadows of past and nothing else.I move on. although....unwillingly. I hope for the best for myself. Life is just that unfair. Shit happens and I have to bear it all and go on...

it's like you wanted to see,
how badly you could hurt me,
and how many times i could cry,
before i really got mad.

but NO I'm not gonna be what you are tryin to make me to be.

I just realized, i'm not the weak one.
you are, i was willing to work and go through hurt,
but you werent, no you gave up.

amor vincit omnia= untrue
Love conquers all?

I don't think I have that phrase quite right.
Or maybe I don't understand or been thru it.

For now, I think it will never happen.
Love will break hearts and no matter how much they say it shouldn't hurt.
It's not working for us yet at all.
We haven't come to the point when
love=love,
now
love= responsibilities, breakups,bleahs (*&^%$&*(

and once you find happiness in this cruel world
there is always someone trying to take it away.

For now,I tired of nonsense and irresponsibility of human beings.
For once, I tell you readers to remember something I find meaningful.

take note:

remember that everyone you meet
is afraid of something, loves something,
and has lost something.

Drunken minds speak sober hearts.

let go when you're hurting too much,
give up when love isn't enough,
and
move on when things are not like before.
for surely there is someone out there
who will love you even more. :)

I know there will be people out there who are devastated because of a lost love.

here goes some stuffs I went thru and read before...

I've changed so much lately.
every single day i wake up different.
i feel like i'm fading every step.
all everyone else sees are smiles.
they say i'm doing much better.
i know i'm doing much WORSE.

because you're young, you're torn
between a world of hate and a
world of dreams.
So much to lose,
so much to gain,
so much to fight for,
so much to change.

people say hate is a strong word
but so is love,
and people throw it around
like it means nothing at all.


And you're afraid to show a smile
cause' you don't want people
to overlook the hurt you have in your heart.
And you are so scared that they will start to believe
that the pain you feel isn't real.
But believe me girl, no one ever cares what you feel inside its all a superficial world.
For those who care, it's mere 1 in a million.

So tonight i'm thrown back into
those memories, face to face with my
past, hoping for some sort of closure,
that will let me leave all this behind.

At some point you have to realise
that he doesn’t care;

and you could be missing out

on someone that does

And all through life
There are going to be those times
When you really want to help someone
But no matter how hard you try to make them smile
You won't be able to.
You can't always fix everything.
You can't always help everyone.
Some people need to learn to live for themselves.
You can't live for them.

And I finally found that life goes on without you,
And the world still turns when you're not around.


maybe I'm thinking alil too much here but

the way i see it, yeah i know i'm not over him. but i know
i will never be over him throughout my entire life. so i just
look at it like this. he will always have a big piece of my heart,
always. but i just need to accept the fact that it's okay. i can
still feel things for other people, & hopefully i'll learn to just be
able to give the rest of my heart to someone else. but until
then, i'll just end up having fun in life.

&
hopefully i'll met the right person to get me completely over him

Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax and chill, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...
You guys have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you guys will someday...someday.

"Consult not your fears but your hopes and your dreams. Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, But with what it is still possible for you to do."
++Pope John XXIII

just think.
there's someone out there
dying to get you to notice.
just think.
someone's laying up
staring at their ceiling
thinking only of your smile.





-Jess