Missing

I've been missing for a while.
Struggling to live everyday, making my days sound better than a broken glass.

I miss you.
I miss us.
I miss the regular "conversations"
We don't even talk anymore.
Let alone when I wanna talk to you,
You are always away.
Just when we talked
I tried to sound cheerful
Because
I really want you to miss me like I miss you,
But you've got her
&
You seem pretty content without me.


So goodbye to you.

Whoever out there, unworthy of my love.

-Jess

p.s: watch out for the next post.

Butterflies in my heart.

Ever see someone or look at someone or stare at someone...or something...and feel something in your heart?

If you never did, that means congrates you have got to the nirvana level of inhumanity.

How did those butterflies in ur heart felt like?

Heartaching?

Heartwrenching?

Happiness?

Bliss?

What are butterflies in heart?

Is it bad or is it good?

The butterflies in my heart are not good at all yet...

Oh well, how have you guys been coping with affairs of the fragile heart?

I have been coping well, holding my head up high...don't know when will I ever fall again.

Fingers cross.

I hope I won't.


All the days spent together
I wish for better,
And I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started

All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn’t want the train to come.
No, no.You think you’re loving
But you don’t love me

I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me
You don’t love me
I want to be free
Baby you’ve hurt me
-Warwick Ave by Duffy

-Jess
xx

Shifted back

I realise I still have feelings for this blog...the tag board and all.

I'm continuing to blog here and I shall keep my livejournal for private entries.

HI ALL.

I'M BACK.

BROOOTOLLLL.

HA.

-Jess

shifted.

http://jess-chase89.livejournal.com/

:)

Why?

Why?


ask yourself why? today.


Why buanana refuses to talk to me today? Do I suck that much, she seems unhappy?
:(

Cheer up, my friend.

much love,
Jess

Pain

my pain you'll never know.

my feelings ill never show.

the past remains a mystery mist

&

yet you think you know.

Sometimes I hope you fucking die.

But I know it wld fucking go

this thought wldn't fucking last.

Just to let you know.

I let you go and I move on.

So we should just not talk.

and

carry on.

much love.

Jess

Most times I feel that I'm a failure in everyways.

Never really was what "friends" wanted me to be.

Never do well in studies. love..

all the never-s.

sigh.

love is like dominos,

one wrong move and all you worked for falls apart

baby

if you could read my mind, you'd be in tears.

to end this post off,

I'm looking things right now at a different light.

Nothing ever matters now.

Having time off from all "drama" now.




Much much love.

Jess

p.s Lets get fucked up. Give us the alcohol.

Madness.

I went on a Boys Like Girls Mania on Monday.

Oh yes, it felt good to go wild and scream for just that moment.

Oh gudddd, I didnt get to hug Bryan and take a pic and give him cookies.

He looks way awesome.

and Martin looks so charming.

These big boys just grow alot better and Yes Paul is in the picture with ME.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Life rocks with random happenings.

I'm loving it baby.

Jess