shifted.

http://jess-chase89.livejournal.com/

:)

Why?

Why?


ask yourself why? today.


Why buanana refuses to talk to me today? Do I suck that much, she seems unhappy?
:(

Cheer up, my friend.

much love,
Jess

Pain

my pain you'll never know.

my feelings ill never show.

the past remains a mystery mist

&

yet you think you know.

Sometimes I hope you fucking die.

But I know it wld fucking go

this thought wldn't fucking last.

Just to let you know.

I let you go and I move on.

So we should just not talk.

and

carry on.

much love.

Jess

Most times I feel that I'm a failure in everyways.

Never really was what "friends" wanted me to be.

Never do well in studies. love..

all the never-s.

sigh.

love is like dominos,

one wrong move and all you worked for falls apart

baby

if you could read my mind, you'd be in tears.

to end this post off,

I'm looking things right now at a different light.

Nothing ever matters now.

Having time off from all "drama" now.




Much much love.

Jess

p.s Lets get fucked up. Give us the alcohol.

Madness.

I went on a Boys Like Girls Mania on Monday.

Oh yes, it felt good to go wild and scream for just that moment.

Oh gudddd, I didnt get to hug Bryan and take a pic and give him cookies.

He looks way awesome.

and Martin looks so charming.

These big boys just grow alot better and Yes Paul is in the picture with ME.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Life rocks with random happenings.

I'm loving it baby.

Jess