Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Fancy?




A goodnight sleep on a nice roof top? :) Right J???? K LETS GO.

There are things in life that never last. But the truth is, you never lose them until you let them go. Life is about choices: hanging on, holding back, letting go. Some things do last if you just let them, and if they let you.

-Jess

Sunday, September 27, 2009

10 goals for the moment.

Yes J, so far so good. :)

Here's mine.

1) Finish reading-Dont let me go by David W.Pierce.
2) Finish reading-My sister's keeper by Jodi Picoult.
3) Finish reading the last few chapters of-Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer ( yes I know, I'm taking too long...I'm really lazy lately.)
4) Start reading-Time Traveler's wife by Audrey Niffenegger
5) Buy the book-Secret to Teen Power by Paul Harrington
6) Good meal with J
7) Nice chill out session with Prabs and Abbs before all our lives get hectic.( before Prabs become Botak Man)
8) Chill out session with J
9) Dinner with Omar and J
10) Stop thinking of things that makes me feel unworthy.

-Jess

ps: these goals are not in particular order.

Love after love.

The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

-DerekWalcott

What will you do if you can't even promise your other half that you will be there for your own wedding?

Monday, September 21, 2009

I'm back.


This trip was worth it.
Made new friends.
Shared new/old thoughts.
Know people better.

It sucks that all good things will always come to an end.

Where's the starting & ending point?

Road trip soon.

I need it.

Feel terribly desperately in need of getaways.

After graduation probably.

And suddenly I become a part of your past. I'm becoming the part that don't last. I'm losing you and its effortless.


-Jess

Friday, September 11, 2009

& I'm leaving.

to Korea.

be back soon.

Love all.

-Jess

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Growth and courage

Some quotes to live by...

After all these months, all this time, so much has happened. The talks, the phone calls, the laughs and the feelings. If I were to look back on them, I would never have believed that, that person was once me. I wouldn't recognize that girl because she's so different from me. But I guess changing and moving on is growing up, I'm growing up and finding out what kind of person I want to be for the rest of my life. And maybe in the future, there are more changes to come, but as for right now, this is who I'm proud to be.

This weather reflects my face
Rainy day.
This place hurts my eyes.
I think I could break down and cry.
I enter each day with a sigh.
Its so hard to wake when there's nothing at stake
Today I think I'm gonna break,
the hours drag on for what seems like days.
Another day has slipped right by
And I've done nothing.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

KOREA PLS.

Yes, in less than a month's time....I will be in Korea!!!

Hot tea, chilly weather and much much more thoughts.

Hope it will be a blast!


-Jess