You think you know me...but you don't

Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter

or cynical about love, but rather makes me realize that

if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person,

how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

-Jess

So close.

kills me to just breathe you in.

dying inside.

numb me pls.

-Jess

Almost had you

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

-Fine frenzy

Jess

Hey you, look at how high you flew.

Too many things to finish.

Too many deadlines.

A new born.

This harsh world.

Oh, pls god, bless this fragile soul.

Fly baby fly.

With much love,

Jess

The Last Goodnight-Pictures of You

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing


-Jess

"love" is your favorite word.

misery you're always coming over me,
and jealousy do what you will, do what you will

just do.

and... stand on the edge with me,
hold back your fear and see,
everything seem alot clearer...
nothing is real till it's gone.

Let your heart defy logic.

Heart shall beat for me and your blood shall run colder.

-Jess

Burning cigarette...

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees

...
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
...
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

-Whiskey Lullaby
Brad Paisley & Alison Krauss


Like what people always say...
It takes so much courage to love a person wholeheartedly
but just one simple moment of folly to make it all go to the drains.

Can one ever forget hurtful things people do to each other ?

Autumn days will fade away but memories will always stay...

Still unhealed.when will it be the day I'm free with all these thoughts and get that someone that I yearn for.
-Jess