Its 2009 bitches!

Have a good year ahead.
with your love ones esp.

:)

-Jess

FUCK

FUCK EVERYTHING I STOOD FOR.

FUCK CONCERNS.

FUCK EMOTIONS.

FUCK EVERTHING.

kthxbye.

The wait

He's always been alone
He's waited a century for you.
We don't want to see the disappointment in his eyes if you ever die...
Now he's found you...

and so...
the lion fell in love with the lamb.
what a stupid lamb.
what a sad, masochistic lion.

beautiful....really, dreamily beautiful.

wonderfully beautiful. love story.

I will wait for you. it's always the waiting part.


-Jess

Missing

I've been missing for a while.
Struggling to live everyday, making my days sound better than a broken glass.

I miss you.
I miss us.
I miss the regular "conversations"
We don't even talk anymore.
Let alone when I wanna talk to you,
You are always away.
Just when we talked
I tried to sound cheerful
Because
I really want you to miss me like I miss you,
But you've got her
&
You seem pretty content without me.


So goodbye to you.

Whoever out there, unworthy of my love.

-Jess

p.s: watch out for the next post.