Monday, April 6, 2009

Star in your life?


Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shootin star
But

What if that star is not to come
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope

Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light i've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
Theres a hole within my soul
What will fill this emptiness inside of me

Am I to be satisfied without knowing
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all I need,
Is my star to come...

-Wind Nocturne by Lunar Silver Star

Has ur star arrived and entered ur life already?

mine hadn't, cuz there's still a hole in my soul.

-Jess

Thursday, April 2, 2009

:(


I'm losingmyselfalready.

and I turned into the monster I didn't wanted to be.

Spouting loads of nonsense just because I'm mad and angry at myself.
to even start thinking of stupid incidents and talkin to that same old person.
I shld really kill myself really.

What do I really want from him/her?

I think I just want an answer.

but no.

I'm just empty inside.

sayitisntso.

-Jess